Showing posts with label Sienna Grace. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sienna Grace. Show all posts
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Sienna - A Special Anniversary!!!
One year ago on September 24th, Sienna Grace had an emergency blood transfusion. Her Hemoglobin level was at an all time low and she needed "good blood." I posted that day here. That transfusion was followed by her splenectomy one week later. It was a time of facing the unknown as parents for our new daughter. It was also a time of trusting that God had protected Sienna thus far, and that He would continue to provide for her. He placed some great doctors in our path that guided us through this time. Their hope was that Sienna's Hbg levels would get to a new baseline of 9.0 or greater.
I am thankful and humbled to report that it has been one year since our brave and beautiful daughter has needed any "good blood." She has been transfusion free as of Saturday for one year!!! And as of a few weeks ago her Hbg level was stable at 10.4!!!! We never expected for Sienna to hover around the "normal" line for this benchmark. Her other numbers look great too. Especially the retic that tells it's own positive story. Sienna is now on a twice a year visit to her Hematologist. I expect that may become an annual visit next year. Truly amazing!
We knew when we adopted Sienna Grace that we could provide wonderful medical care, and a family that would always be there for her, no matter what. We were comforted in knowing she would never again face her medical challenges alone. But, seeing what God has done to heal her body has been amazing. Is Sienna cured of Thalassemia? The answer is no... There may be a day when she is transfusion dependent again. But for now, we can rest in this break knowing she is growing, (almost 4" in one year) and thriving!
Miracles happen every day... Witnessing them in the stories and the lives of your children is a privilege and a gift!
I look forward to the day when Sienna really understands the testimony that she has been given to share.. For now, I will do my best to scribe it for her...
Thank you to all of you who have lifted up Sienna Grace during these times where she has needed it.. We are thankful for how God has answered our prayers!
So, what is Sienna doing to celebrate? Going to her first Vikings Game with her Daddy!!

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Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Wordless Wednesday!
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Tuesday, March 1, 2011
My Answer to Why? One Year Later!...
First Glance at the Civil Affairs and Sienna Grace Now...
March 1, 2010
Changsha, Hunan China
One year ago I wrote in our travel journal on Sienna Grace Day the following words, "Our new daughter arrived into our family on an elevator. She walked off with a grace and quiet confidence about her, munching on an apple! She was dressed in almost all of care package #1 that we sent, and her ruby red slippers. Four layers on the bottom, three layers on the top plus coat. First impression, breathtakingly beautiful!"
While that trip was not storybook, it was laced with blessings. We were given a very special little girl that day in Hunan. One who would show to us again and again the gifts that God has given her. She has an inner strength and braveness about her that has impressed us all. She is beautiful and strong.. But no longer does she go it alone. The layers have been peeled back, and Sienna is more vulnerable now. Her tender side is so amazing. What I see now is a little girl who is willing to let go, willing to ask for help, willing to love, willing to surrender it all. Don't be mistaken though... Sienna will always be strong.. She will always be her own person. That spicy characteristic is part of who she is.. A characteristic I admire greatly about her.
She and I are a constant work in progress. I understand why God gave her to me when He did... Sienna has taught me a lot about myself in the past year. She has taught me that I have patience beyond what I ever thought possible. She has showed me my weaknesses and my strengths. I will humbly admit, some not too flattering. She has reminded me that when you are called, that anything is possible. She has showed me milestone by milestone what love can truly do. This precious child has had me on my knees a lot. Mostly about how to be a better mother to her and to all of my girls. I have been humbled by how far she has come. And when I make mistakes along the way, she has learned to forgive me. We have both had to do that! We have had our share of "I'm sorry's" that have bonded us together forever. Sound familiar? Perhaps this is how God feels everyday with us... I have learned that to forgive and forget is the greatest gift you can give anyone!
Recently, I heard the song I have playing on my blog, "Why Wouldn't I" by Peter Eide. I couldn't get the chorus to stop playing in my head.. "Why wouldn't I travel so far, to where you are, to call you my own?" The song goes on to say, "When I saw your face, when I heard your cry, when I held you in my arms, I said to myself, why wouldn't I?" Every time I really stop to listen to the words they make me tear up... It summarizes my life with Sienna Grace in the last year.... Honestly, I can't think of one reason, why I would not take the time and the opportunity to love this child that God so clearly chose to be our daughter! Has it been hard? Somedays that answer is yes. God never promised it would be easy. But, He has loved us and encouraged us through the challenges and the blessings!
I love you Sienna Grace... Thank you for opening your heart up to us. It has been a blessing to watch the way you have learned to trust and to love in the last year. You have touched so many people with your story, and with your strength. You are so beautifully and wonderfully made, and Daddy and I are so incredibly proud of you!
"The one who calls you is faithful, and He will do it!"
1 Thessalonians 5:24

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Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Happy 5th Birthday Sienna Grace!
When I met Sienna Grace just a little over four months ago I didn't have time to feel sad about the milestones in her life that I had missed. I was too busy learning how to communicate with her, how to love her, how to teach her that she could trust me. Simply put, we were in survival mode...
Sienna came to us with a story. Much of it we will never truly know. Some of it we are beginning to understand. Layer by layer, we are learning about our beautiful daughter.She is smart and funny! She loves to laugh. She hates being told "No!" She can throw an impressive tantrum when trying to get her way.. She is so brave! She gives the best hugs. She loves to brush my hair. She loves to be held. She is a girly girl! She only wants to wear dresses that twirl. She loves to take baths! She wants her hair to be long! Her favorite color is pink. Her favorite drink is water, and her favorite food is noodles. She loves to sing, "Jesus Loves Me." She wants to play the piano someday. My favorite quote when asked what she wants to be..., "I just want to be Sienna!"
Yes, we have missed four birthdays for our precious daughter.
And if you saw the gifts on the table waiting for her tomorrow morning, you may think I am making up for it.. Truth is, I probably am! Every girl deserves to be treated like a Princess on her birthday.
The best gift of all is that Sienna Grace is finding her way here. She fits in perfectly. She adds a dimension we didn't even know we were missing. It is a privilege to celebrate such a wonderful day. The day that God chose to bring this beautiful child into the world! Yes this child has a story. A very special one!....
Happy Birthday Sienna Grace! We love you!
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Thursday, July 15, 2010
For All our Texas Friends and Family!


It's amazing how many people we love live in TX!!!!
The girls were playing the other day, and Ainsley found this old costume that was given to her by her Grandparents when she was four. I think Miss Sienna Grace makes one pretty cow girl!
Since we are having weather that reminds me of living in the south here, these pics are perfect for today!
Blessings,
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Friday, July 9, 2010
Sienna Update...

As we prepare for a future splenectomy for Sienna, there are a few vaccines she still needs to prevent the risk of serious infection. Since she has been home she has received three individual shots, spread out, with no reaction. Until Wednesday..... Wednesday she received her PCV13 (Pneumococcal) shot. Around 6pm she started complaining of leg pain, and the chills. Sure enough she was burning up. A flashback of China where the PCV7 was one of her 7 shots that day.. Thankfully, this time, Sienna was willing to take Tylenol to get her fever down.... It was a long night, but she did so great. The difference again, she wanted me to help, hold and comfort her. A blessing.... Yesterday, she continued to feel awful until bedtime.. But, this morning she woke up and was a different girl.. Happy! And, ready to go to the pool.. Amazing!
It has only been four months since Sienna Grace met us. We have traveled great distances together in this short time... She is starting to talk more about her time in China. About her past, and the people in it. And, about the day she left her foster mother to meet us. She remembers specific details like it was yesterday. I am so thankful that she is able to verbalize to me how she felt then and how she feels now. I won't share the intimate details of these sweet conversations with me. They are usually late at night, when it is just the two of us... They are priceless. The beautiful part of this story is that she knows she was loved there. She had a "China Mom" as she refers to her foster mother... She is quick to say, that "I am her Mom!" as if she doesn't want me to forget... I tell her every day I will never let her go... She smiles and hangs on tight!
Sienna Grace is a resilient and beautiful child. Inside and out! Four months later the layers are still peeling away... What a gift to witness it and to see how far we have traveled together!
Blessings,
Diana
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Thursday, June 17, 2010
She Is Doing Great..... Now!
We are thankfully and happily done!!! It was a really hard day for our precious girl! And for those of you who have been there with your children, you know it was a hard day for the parents (and Grandma) too! But, by about 4:00 the pain started to subside, and the soup stayed down, and our "Spicy Girl" was smiling again. Today took me back to China on so many levels. She was so scared, hurt and mad after surgery. But, the difference was, that she new who her Mama was.. And, it was me that she wanted to help her.. To hold her.. To surrender it all on. What a blessing to be here... on this end... three months later.
The wonderful news is that the surgery went well! Dr. King came out of the OR to find me and gave me the thumbs up... You see, we had been praying that we could keep her top teeth, and that he would be able to cap them. And, he did! And, he did a beautiful job! Unfortunately, Sienna had two molars on the bottom that needed to be pulled. This is where all of her pain was today. She has some new hardware on the bottom, just for preventative reasons.
I look forward to sharing her new pearly white smile with you soon! She has promised me a photo shoot!
Thank you for your prayers! Once again, God has faithfully been there by protecting our child. And, we are so grateful!
If she ever goes to bed, the "tooth fairy" may come for a visit tonight!
Blessings,
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Tuesday, June 15, 2010
The GRACE in Sienna!

Today I will be with my daughter when she receives her first blood transfusion since she has been home. Something that is not new to her, but very new to me. I know it will be hard... for me.

Yesterday she proved once again how beautifully strong God has made her. She had her blood drawn with a smile. No drama from this girl. Just a matter-of-fact resilience that makes you want to know her more. Nurses, technicians, doctors.. All touched by this tough beauty. Her big sister came with us yesterday. She too, in awe that her little sister can do this with no apprehension. No tears. I will never know what it was like for Sienna when she was in China having treatments. I will never know who was with her. Who held her hand, who told her she was strong and brave... But, today I will be there. Holding her hand, telling her I love her, and making sure she is comfortable. Today she will have her favorite blanket, her favorite dolly, pictures of those who love her... We will sing "Jesus Loves Me" and we will thank God for bringing her here to us so we can take care of her! We will also give thanks to the donor who is making this possible for us today.

Thursday we will be at the hospital at 9:15am for her dental surgery. Another first for me with a child of mine. Again, she will gracefully approach this big day. And, again I will pray for the strength to be strong. We took a tour last night of this wonderful facility, and she will be in good hands... God will be there... And, so will I! And so will that favorite blanket and doll...
I love you Sienna Grace.. Quite honestly, I am crazy about you! And, I can't wait until Friday when you are home in your bed letting us all love on you! Thank you for the prayers, texts and emails about our week. We are so grateful! I will post an update when I can.
"Cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you."
1Peter 5:7
Blessings,
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Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Actions Please!!

Yes it is true, I take a lot of photos of my girls... Sometimes they are willing.. Often times they are not... I find the shots I love the most are the ones that are not posed. The ones where they look up from something they are doing, or turn there head to look over at me.. I have been in a bit of a rut as far as creativity lately... It's time to take a class again, or get in on the "actions" excitement going on. Does anyone know of any great actions for PSE? I am hoping to upgrade to Light Room soon.... But, until then I would love to dabble in the "actions" world! Or, if there is a great class I could do this summer, let me know!!So, since I am feeling in a bit of a photo slump, I wanted to post two of my favorite pictures of the girls that I have taken recently... Both, for different reasons, take my breath away! Yes, I think they are beautiful.. But, these two little girls are so much more than that.... I am blessed to be a part of their lives!
I hope you all had a great Memorial Weekend. We had a fantastic one with Camp H... I need to download all of those pics and post some here soon! It's the Pearl's last week of school, and "The Things" are going to a fun mini-camp while I take every opportunity to get organized before I become the official "Camp Director!" Only three more days!
On a completely separate note, Sienna's surgery for her teeth has been moved up to June 17th.
I truly believe she will do great, and I will be the one needing prayer! :)
Blessings,
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Friday, April 30, 2010
Two Months with Sienna Grace!
If I had the time tonight, I would write in detail about how our lives have been blessed by this little girl in the past two months. If I had the time I would try to make you understand how truly brave this child is. Or, I would tell you how she willingly has accepted her new family. Or how she has learned to trust us. Or how she has softened in her reactions to things. Or what a special sister she has proven herself to be. Or how the child that barely let us hold her in China lifts up her arms to us now. Or how Sienna gets so excited when she has something to tell us. Or, how truly sweet it is to see her bow her head to pray. Or, what a miracle it is to hear her give thanks for her "Baba, Mama, Jei Jei, and Mei Mei" at the dinner table! Or how happy she is when she accomplishes something. Or how much she loves going to school with Ruby. Or how sweet her voice is when she says she is sorry. Or how smart she is. Or how her eyes sparkle when she smiles.. Or how beautiful she is when she sleeps. Or what it's like to see her take her sisters hands as they lead her. And so much more...
But, since I don't have time for all of that, I will just say that Sienna Grace was hand chosen to be at this very place at this very time. God just knew we needed her here. She has captured our hearts one smile, one touch, one tear, one tender moment at a time!

"The flower that blooms
in adversity is the most
rare and beautiful of all."
~Mulan
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Thursday, April 8, 2010
What Love Can Do...

On March 11th I was sitting on the floor at the MSP airport watching my newest daughter interact with her new little sister for the first time. I silently prayed that they would be friends. After such a difficult trip to bring this amazing child home, would she find her way? Would she be happy here? Would she feel confident and loved?That was four weeks ago today. So much has happened in 28 days it is hard to summarize. So, I will focus on the miracle of what happens when someone is soaked in love, and slowly begins to trust. I feel like I have truly had a front row seat watching a beautiful butterfly opening her wings for the first time.
Sienna Grace came to us loved. This was obvious. Spoiled, yes... But, ultimately loved. I know this because I have seen so many loving acts from this little girl. I have seen one of the tenderest hearts on a child I have ever witnessed. I have seen her rub her sisters back when she is hurt. I have seen her pat her lap for her Mei Mei to sit on it. I have seen her take the hand of her best friend at the airport to let her know everything was going to be fine. I have seen her run to the door to grab her BaBa's legs. I have seen her softly kiss my hand. I have seen her take the hand of her sisters to guide them where she wants to go. I have heard her tell me that she loves me with a quiet shyness and a sparkle in her eyes. I have seen her surrender it all on my shoulder. I have seen her broken heart slowly put back together. This is what patience and love can do.
There is so much I could write about. But, I want to focus on how very proud I am to be chosen for this role in her life. Have we had tough times since returning from China? Definitely. But, the blessings have sustained us! We are all finding our way. And, that includes Ruby Mei. Who is still working hard to share her world. But, when the two are on the same page it is precious! Priceless really!
Jeff and I are in awe of the inner strength that God has given Sienna. I will close with this story.. On March 26th she had her appointment with Hematology. They took eight vials of blood for various tests needed. Sienna sat confidently in the blood draw chair. She did not sit on my lap, she did not need her hand held. She watched with focus as they chose the right vein. And, then once the butterfly needle was in place she handed the technician the vials to assist her! We sat there with tears in our eyes. Tears of pride.
This beautiful butterfly is just beginning to fly here in our family. I know with all my heart, that God has very special plans for her!
Love truly has no boundaries! That is the miracle of adoption!
Blessings,
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Wordless Wednesday!
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Monday, March 15, 2010
Today...
We survived day one of Baba and Jie Jie back to work and school. It started out pretty rough. Sienna was devastated when Jeff took Ainsley to school. It took a good 3o minutes for her to rally. She gets so frustrated when things don't go her way. But already we are learning to just let her go. She allows me to pick her up when she is upset, which I think is so positive. In China she would just push us away...
I had my first taste of what it will be like to get out the door with "The Littles!" (Or, Thing 1 and Thing 2 as we lovingly refer to them sometimes!) I seriously did not get it together until 11:00 today! How do those of you with twins get anywhere on time?! I will take any tips you want to send my way! Just when I thought the car seat was going to be a non-issue with her, we almost had our first Officer Wilson meeting!!! Yes, washer board back, and mad as a hornet to be in her seat from the grocery store to Ruby's pre-school... Even Ruby had to cover her ears. That should give you an idea of how Sienna can light it up!!! Poor thing.... I hung tough, dropped Ruby off and went to Jeff's office. Once we got out of the car for a while she was fine. She went back into her car seat after our lunch like nothing had ever happened!!!
When we got home, she and I were having a great afternoon until she got her foot stuck in our couch... She was screaming "LaLa" at me. I had no clue what was going on, and I didn't realize she was stuck.... Well, once I did and pulled it out, she started laughing at me like what part of "Help" don't you understand? I know now that Lala means pull!!! As in pull my foot out of this couch Mama!!! Good grief, poor Sienna has got to be wondering what in the world is going on!
Speaking of communication.... Everyone told me she would catch on to English quickly.. Well you were not kidding... She is a sponge!!! Today, she shared all sorts of waves and byes to people we ran into. Our extrovert is starting to surface. What I am pleased to see, is that she stays close.... And, constantly checks to see where I am.
I am getting lots of Mama's now, which I love. She is making me work for the kisses though. The Jie Jie gets all of those!!!! What I love about Sienna is how she slowly shares all of her very special layers... There is so much to this precious girl!!!
Many of you are probably wondering about her health. Right now we are meeting with her Hematologist on March 26th. Unless something changes, we are going to keep that appointment. We want as much time to build on the trust that we have established with her. We are anxious to have her tests done, so we know what exactly we are dealing with... We do know that God has blessed us with one very special little girl!!
Off to watch the news for the first time in almost 3 weeks!!! Speaking of days.... two weeks ago today this child rocked our world!!! Amazing, how much has transpired in that time already with her. One thing is for sure.. Our hearts are a whole lot bigger!
Blessings,
Diana
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
4 Days Home with Miss Sienna Grace!

There is only one way to say this, "Re-entry" after a China Adoption is brutal! But after four full days home now, we are coming out of the fog! Last night everyone finally slept at normal times, and in their own beds! A huge victory!! Just in time for Ainsley to go back to school and Jeff to go back to work. Wow, am I going to miss them!!!
Sienna is doing beautifully! We are so proud of her! She is such a different child than the little girl we met in Changsha just two weeks ago. Considering all that has happened we are just thrilled with her progress. She is attaching well, and beginning to trust us. She is happy most of the time, and so silly! She and Ruby are doing as well as we could ask for. As you all would expect de-throning "Her Rubiness" has not been easy! She is clearly the baby in this family, and we are happy it is going to stay that way! Sienna has handled her meltdowns so well. She usually gives Ruby what she is melting over, or puts an arm around her to comfort. She is so sweet, and a wonderful big sister!
We are starting to slowly hear some English words come out of Sienna's mouth. Our favorites so far, "Get Away" to our two dogs, and "Yummy" in the aisle at Costco when she saw Noodle Bowls! Too funny!
It is clear that she understands a lot of what we say, which is so amazing! Noodles and eggs have become a staple around here. We love watching her eat with chop sticks at each meal. She has such finesse. I think we have our future surgeon in the family.
We have had many wonderful moments, but I will close with this one story because it is late...
Tonight Ainsley got a sliver in her foot... I had her on the kitchen island trying to get it out.
Sienna was very interested in watching. She held onto Ainsley's hand, and one of her legs very gently. And, she tenderly kept looking at her to make sure she was "ok." We could not get the little sliver out, so we moved Ainsley to better light to a chair in my office. Now this was at Sienna's eye level. She started to assist, pressing on the area where the sliver was trying to help. But, not like a four year old. Like a child who has assisted in a surgical office! In the end, Sienna was the one that got the sliver out! I am not kidding!!!! This last photo is of her involved in Ainsley's "Procedure!" There are many sides to Miss Sienna Grace!
More soon, enjoy the pics from our first four days at home! Today was the best so far! We look forward to many more!
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Thanks for checking in on us! More soon if I can find a minute to post without my "A Team" home!
Blessings,
Diana
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